David Wilcock

[JJCarsonian]

It is the nature of reality that the more power an entity gathers, the more "temptations" he is given, as tests or initiations to see what the entity would like to do with that power. I actually think most politicians starts out with a good heart, or at least, idealism that they want to see manifested. But as one accrues power, it becomes easier to justify less than pure actions. You start to believe too much in your own power and think that you can fix the world, but sometimes you have to "compromise" your integrity. Such as, "Accepting this bribe from such-and-such powerful negative entity will help me do more good works for the cost of one bad action". The slope becomes slipperier and slipperier. And then with aggrandizement comes the feeling that you are a "chosen one", in fact, maybe the only person who can save the world. This leads to more justifications of "mixed polarity" and really you end up with a confused person, gaining no net polarity, who has a savior complex. And most of third density incarnates right now are unpolarized yet, so they eat up everything espoused by those who have extremely vibrant yellow-rays - mainly, celebrities, who by their very nature are "celebrated" for their roles in society. Most of us don't have that easy access to a crystallized yellow chakra, so when we see people who do, we want some of whatever they're having.

Right you are!! You know as ive gotten older, i've done alot of analysis on myself. I feel like i'm a pretty kind and descent person right now. I remember when i was young, i was always hungry for attention. I wanted to be the center of attention, a leader of sorts. I wanted to be the class clown, but never quite achieved what i was looking. I look upon it now - if i was that person that everyone liked and all the girls swooned over, i probably would have been a much different person. I always wonder what i was in a different life - i must have been an arrogant jerk of sorts. It always felt that my higher self was trying to steer me clear of that personality.