Pursuing the STS path

[Cannon]

If I wanted to consciously and actively follow the STS path, what do I have to do?

Serve the self over the other by valuing the self over the other. Also, according to my understanding, the second thing you need to do as a negative is to learn that you are completely on your own as such and will never have anyone to truly rely on, such as the people on this forum, or anyone anywhere. I consider this understanding to be simply the best and only real advice I can give you if you're going to go STS.

If you're considering going down the negative path due to your suffering as a positive/neutral, however, please keep in mind that the negatives are generally far worse off than you and the positives in higher density societies due to the logical necessity of the total psychopathy of their mutually negative company. To be rid of your suffering, I believe that you are considering an option very likely to lead to even more suffering ironically of the same type you're expressinging anger with at the positives right now.

Anyway, Earth's societies today are certainly not paradisal, I'm not judging you, and I sympathize with what you're going through. In the end whatever decision you make it will be perfect, everything will be reconciled eventually and, although there is suffering, there are no mistakes.