Thread about finding and removing negative implants.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

According to one healer, Pickle, who used to be here, I had an implant over my heart.
But it was a healthy one so that my heart wouldn't get overwhelmed.

I remember a couple of times feeling so much love I couldn't handle it. I would have broken down without that.

:O WOW! You must be really positive!

I'm getting more positive each day and going into my heart space. It DEFINITELY changes you to have your kundalini move into your heart chakra.

All of a sudden, I'm feeling intense love feelings and just want to connect more. I'm missing that friend a gain. BADLY missing them. Not even sure how much I do or don't care about my past grievances. I dunno, maybe I still have some things I take issue with, maybe I see things different, maybe it just doesn't bother me, I dunno. What I DO know is I badly miss them, regret taking the friendship for granted and would like to just be in a position where in some way or another, we are loving and supportive of one another again. I'm an adult man. I will be turning 29 soon. And yet I wanted to share a bed, one big bed with my entire family. Mom, dad, cats, dog. My brother doesn't live with us anymore but if he did, I'd have wanted him in there too. Hell, even my sister in law could join, IDGAF. And THEIR dog too! And I'm like... sobbing. and suddenly too. I dunno WHY, I dunno what kind of sobbing it even is. It's like "Are these tears of joy? Love? Pain? Sadness? Grief? WHAT?" And I no longer cared too much about being cool or any s*** like that. Hell, even past concerns over how women perceive me just didn't feel as important as they used to! In fact, what I wanted most at that point was just to be loving and kind and good to others. At that point, I honestly preferred the thought of being like Mr. Rogers than being like some sort of rock star or something (I'm a metalhead, so you know, I really admire a lot of rock musicians) I don't care if it's not cool. He was a loving and caring man. I wanted to be with friends and family (maybe even a GF who's right for me if that's what's best, why not?) and do something... wholesome or something, I dunno.

I don't think I had EVER desired to do or be anything "wholesome" in my life. This s*** is NO JOKE. That heart chakra... WHEW! I'm glad for it all, too. Loving others is honestly a gift in and of itself.