12-19-2010, 11:32 AM
(12-17-2010, 04:10 PM)turtledude23 Wrote: I know exactly how you feel, I felt all my passions disappear several times recently, yesterday in particular was very bad, I contemplated suicide - but I forced myself to cheer up out of sheer will power. Right now I'm working on being more in touch with my emotional/intuitive/creative/artsy/spontaneous side as apposed to my usual vulcan-robot-ness, I'm also trying to meet new people. Maybe you could try meeting new people or exploring overlooked parts of yourself.
First of all: BIG HUGS to YOU! I Bless you with LOVE!
Yes, Turtle! this was part of the issue. THe media black out (just for me) and car failure, as well as no $$$ to go anywhere was very isolating during the time that I was away due to no computer. Around this time I also got physucally sick with this virus that just made me so fatiqued and caused a toothachey pain in my muscles... it was awful. THe kids and hubby also caught this bug... and that is when I also discovered the merits of LemonGrass essential Oil. I found this essential oil to be invaluable for lifting a variety of symptoms... and facilitating healing. I am still using it. It also works for the migraines that returned as well. Thankfully that is mostly over now! Google Lemongrass essential oil if curious.
It is a process of letting go and letting God(des) as well for me. So much that I was holding onto... When I decided to put all that luggage down I was dragging all over the place and see that as I am is all that I need. There is no need for anything else. Where I am is perfect for right now...
When it is time I will be more social and meeting people in real time will be less challenging for me. Hubby and I are pretty isolated in our socializing as not many are interested in what we are interested in... and When all ther is is yourself to talk to a 2 toddlers---- gives time to review oneslife--- The strong internal critic and backseat ego --- it is a challenge to stay afloat. The Ego loves Drama.
It was only after the family and I had the bridge dream (see the dream thread for details) and i studied the book, "The Secret of Shambhala, In Search of the Eleventh Insight," James Redfield. My experience began to shift for me. Especially when I finally fully understood manifestation and connections. I highly recommend reading or listening to this book on tape. There is more to it than I can explain in this message.
I was also reminded gently by an Angelic prescnence to review my own advice... and when I did... the tree meditation was helpful in elevating my mood as well. It is all part of learning to navigate this new energy. The Group speaks about this. but that is another conversation for a different thread.
I Bless you with Love!
--fairy
(12-17-2010, 10:47 AM)Namaste Wrote: Life is about cycles, perhaps you're currently in the 'down phase'.
Abraham (a perfect companion to Bashar) says; don't beat yourself up if you're not firing on all cannons, that's natural. Bashar adds; remember that when things pick up, the progression of spirit is incremental; the lowest point has been raised.
When one absorbs a lot of light and wisdom, perhaps a slight spiritual overload, the body can force a physical slow down to let it all absorb, process and integrate.
It will come back :¬)
Namaste: Namaste to you! Where is the" like" button!
Hugs--- fairy(12-16-2010, 07:59 PM)zanny Wrote: Hi FFG,
I can relate to your post...I have been feeling a lack of enthusiasm on and off for about 6mos now. I was never a very active poster here but as of late I find that my usual- occasional post or reply- seems redundant or unnecessary. And as far as "following enthusiasm" I have yet to find anything that fits that category to follow. I have been mostly focusing on the day to day life and care of my family. That helps me stay grounded. I am loosing interest in things I used to love to do and not finding replacements for them. I am sure this is just a phase...Maybe I am clearing the way for something to come??
Zanny:
Clearing the way--- yes! I now see this is what is happening! This is my newest revelation today! Sending out LOVE fror the last couple of days until after the 12/21--- I Bless you with LOVE!
--fairy