09-24-2018, 03:09 AM
(09-24-2018, 02:08 AM)GentleReckoning Wrote: Yeah, your truth and independence, or bowing to society. One or the other. Bowing to society basically returning you to 4d.
While you're hanging out with people, just set your will to serve them. Immediate 4d+.
This circle-jerk over: "OMG, HOW DO WE GET TO 4D POSITIVE" Is literally a joke. Just serve others.
Eventually you find them wasting the energy you allow them, damaging themselves or others, or just growing into disease laziness and corruption. That's why I went negative. People refused to honor wisdom and intelligence. And I simply realized that it wasn't a problem relative to where I was, but to the whole society.
I see. Truth be told I cant sleep now. Im too fired up. Im restless, sayingnto my higher self "okay Im ready. Tell me whatever younwanna tell me" Interestingkynthe fear isnt returning... I guess because Im too impatient/restless/whatever.
Now that Ive started to get what you just saidntheres this... energy inside me. like... anger... but not. more like.... alright, you want me tomdo whatever then LETS FUCKING DO THIS.
And I guess theres a feeling of... "Well?"
And now I STILL dont know what to do, but theres a kind of rash impatience to get goingnand do it.
Whatever. A friend just hit me up adking to buy weed and I just cut him a deal to sell off the remainder of my stash at reduced price if he buys it all. He said yes. There goes the last of my stash.
If I dont hear anything from my higher self, Im just gonna get back to grounding, cause honestly, Im sick of the bullshit.
Pro lem is, Im not sure if Im in a positive mood though.
Like, I dunno if I in a super loving, warm, friendly, helpful mood.
Thank god for ,y vats keeping me in my heart space, cause right now, Im feeling powerful vital chalra energy and a desire to just... get thisnshow on the road and start kicking ass. Or delving in deep. Like... I just wanna move forward now and Im impatient to do it now.
BTW, how did you figure 5th density?