A story I didn't want to share.

[Glow]

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It's alright Aion, I just wanted to be honest about how I felt.

He's out.  Nothing really went as I had planned.  He's not really doing too well...  It didn't help that he deleted everyone's number right before doing it and stopped being friends with everyone including me.  Took a lot of persistence to get him to let me back in.

I haven't told him about here yet.  I don't know for sure really what to do.

That I've already found one person I feel no need to reply to on this forum of love, kind of isn't surprising to me, I can see this place has some interesting dynamics of hypocrisy.  It's my understanding when management lays down rules you follow them or face consequences.  For instance, when these mind games or volatile members are causing people in this community to commit suicide, there should be consequences, responsibility.  At the very least moderate a post by these people before it's posted so you can tell the individual what is and isn't going to fly here.  One of his biggest issues was with polarity, with people like mr. Reckoning here I now can see precisely why after some further browsing...

If you like messing with peoples heads, maybe the management here should do the selfless thing, lose a few members but save some lives.  Doesn't it only take one to be a success to Ra?  Save one life by moderating these volatile people hurting people here.  Incur a loss to acquire a gain.  If people like to hurt others here, you cannot call yourself a loving community without sounding like a schizophrenic unaware of their surroundings.

I would like to know why this community thinks causing people to commit suicide isn't serious enough to warrant an action of some kind.

Well on that note the same would have been applied to CAs friend from Turkey that was quite hateful towards women. His worst posts were deleted but he was not banned. He could come back any day and be welcome. We all change and grow constantly so to ban would assume one incapable of change.

We of course all need to heal so we cannot be triggered but you can’t apply sweeping judgements on one without doing it to all. Posts are removed that are clearly beyond the pale and offensive or attackative but for the most part things are moderated with a light hand allowing people to be as long as the service offered is being requested.

I’m not sure why there is some expectation of change here.
CA made it clear the philosophy no longer suited his path of development and he had lost faith in the channeling when he left.

Has that changed? I do not really recall it being about the members.
He thought it was causing issues for him so needed to get away.
Why would a forum need to ban people or change because someone no longer resonates with the teachings they discuss?

I’m sorry to hear he is struggling so. He has a lot of blocks to self love. Often that keeps people from letting others love them.
Just be there and I’m sure he will come around.

As to Aion, perhaps you should read more without the filter you were given. Aion actually is a pretty balanced individual who has nurtured and provided guidance and care for a lot of beings who have wandered through here over the years. Myself and CA included.

I am quite greatful to all the members who have been through here including CA. Much like a family sometimes old wounds clash and things are taken the wrong way. I do not feel there is ill will here from anyone.