Q'uo: You Are In Forth Density

[AnthroHeart]

It seems that the more I focus on love and loving others unconditionally, the more catalyst that asserts itself from these other people.
I've been meditating today on walking the steps and feeling the love.
And my mom lets my dog out of the front door and blames me for it.
Two days ago she kicked her computer off her table and told me to leave her room.

It's hard when I want to be loving, but am met with extreme agitation and irrational people.

I am not the nicest person either, but I don't keep it going. Or I try not to provoke an argument with such people.
I am always the one to blame.

They say surround yourself with people you want to be like, but that's impossible for me. I can't kick my mom out because she's so-called handicapped.
Or she says she can't work for some reason. She has mental problems definitely.

I can continue to send her love, but I will only make the problem worse by doing so. It will provoke her agitation even more.

The 4D energies are supposed to make negative people act irrationally I hear.