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[Nowheretoday]

I have nothing specific to say or discuss, but I don't have any other place to share, share that I'm humbled, I'm thankful, that lately I've been blessed with experiences that bring pain, and sometimes I have no control over these things so all I can do is accept, nothing new, you all know that, and acceptance does not make things easy but brings a little comfort. I've felt fear also, and yeah, most people would say you're not supposed to feel these things but I'm okay with it, at the end of the day all is well lol, although I get tired, tired of fighting but not fighting against but fighting to push trough with love, cause that's all I have. The illusion is sooooooo heavy, and sometimes it seems like all that love means nothing, but there's that thing inside that tells me that's all I can do, like that quote from our brothers and sisters up there; we are not here to fight, to fix nor make it right, but to love. That's all I have, I hope you all had a great weekend, and if it wasn't so great, still good.