12-22-2010, 08:07 AM
Thank you, brothers, for your wise words.
Protonexus - could you expand this: "have returned as part of the balancing in service to other self"? Then you write "there is self to self" - is what get me confused as well. In unity there is no self to self in my understanding, there is only unity without boundaries of the "self". But I think these concepts are just not applicable in words. We probably mean the same thing, but can't explain it in proper way. Every word has a different meaning to every entity in this density. That's what is confusing.
Namaste - "love is unconditional, and hence flows to people/circumstances on both positive and negative paths, regardless of the consequences of their actions" - exactly! And that is what was very dissapointing in the material, that this notion of separation/different paths/negativity vs positivity, progresses all the way to 6D. I find that the cut off from the unity is the hardest thing in this life. It is cruel to do that to a soul. At the same time I know I am contradicting myself since I allready said that everybody are different, ie what is important to me is not important to another. I find cut off unity to be cruel to a soul, but others maybe don't? Or when they do come to this point – maybe they also think that it was the hardest thing? I am confused here...
I also think that it doesn't matter if the harvest is STS or STO. Am I wrong in thinking in this way? I am not even sure if it is important to have a harvest at all. If people are not ready, then they simply are not. Period. What is important is if someone suffering and crying for answers, and is misserable, then it is an honor to help them in the way they want you to help. So – what is this "battle on Earth" is really about? And why am I here, in the middle of it, stuck in this form that can't understand?
In life I tried to tell people to try to understand others they were talking about in judgemental way. And hey, I am not Jesus, I have also spoked of others and thought of others in judgemental way. Anyway, who wants to listen to some fool telling about the positive sides and listen to understanding when it's much more fun to laugh and talk about someone who made a misstake in the eyes of someone else. To judge someone comes so easy, but is so hurtful. Evaluate is without values look at what is done/thought and learn from it, to judge is thinking in terms of bad/good. There is no such thing in the eyes of One. But still judgement do exist, as bad vs good exist, and also notion of separation and fear. And these things are also created by One, and is One. And that's where I am lost. Do I have to like separation and fear, judgement and punishment, when we hurt each other? And where does this fits in the concept of unity?
Protonexus - could you expand this: "have returned as part of the balancing in service to other self"? Then you write "there is self to self" - is what get me confused as well. In unity there is no self to self in my understanding, there is only unity without boundaries of the "self". But I think these concepts are just not applicable in words. We probably mean the same thing, but can't explain it in proper way. Every word has a different meaning to every entity in this density. That's what is confusing.
Namaste - "love is unconditional, and hence flows to people/circumstances on both positive and negative paths, regardless of the consequences of their actions" - exactly! And that is what was very dissapointing in the material, that this notion of separation/different paths/negativity vs positivity, progresses all the way to 6D. I find that the cut off from the unity is the hardest thing in this life. It is cruel to do that to a soul. At the same time I know I am contradicting myself since I allready said that everybody are different, ie what is important to me is not important to another. I find cut off unity to be cruel to a soul, but others maybe don't? Or when they do come to this point – maybe they also think that it was the hardest thing? I am confused here...
I also think that it doesn't matter if the harvest is STS or STO. Am I wrong in thinking in this way? I am not even sure if it is important to have a harvest at all. If people are not ready, then they simply are not. Period. What is important is if someone suffering and crying for answers, and is misserable, then it is an honor to help them in the way they want you to help. So – what is this "battle on Earth" is really about? And why am I here, in the middle of it, stuck in this form that can't understand?
In life I tried to tell people to try to understand others they were talking about in judgemental way. And hey, I am not Jesus, I have also spoked of others and thought of others in judgemental way. Anyway, who wants to listen to some fool telling about the positive sides and listen to understanding when it's much more fun to laugh and talk about someone who made a misstake in the eyes of someone else. To judge someone comes so easy, but is so hurtful. Evaluate is without values look at what is done/thought and learn from it, to judge is thinking in terms of bad/good. There is no such thing in the eyes of One. But still judgement do exist, as bad vs good exist, and also notion of separation and fear. And these things are also created by One, and is One. And that's where I am lost. Do I have to like separation and fear, judgement and punishment, when we hurt each other? And where does this fits in the concept of unity?