11-09-2018, 02:58 PM
(11-09-2018, 01:59 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote:(11-09-2018, 01:54 PM)Infinite Unity Wrote:(11-09-2018, 01:47 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: I believe I may have once nearly contacted intelligent infinity, but wasn't ready, and knew it. Started freaking out because I wasn't ready to.
Perhaps it may have been contact with 6th instead, as Infinite Unity talks about. I was dealing with trauma, using drugs.
Whatever it was, as I said, wasn't ready.
Come to think of it, it's no wonder I'm dealing with mental health issues like I am. I may have done the positive version of what Hitler did to himself.
I guess if there's a point I'm making, it's this:
BE FUCKING CAREFUL.
You're ready when you're ready and not when you're not. Don't rush s*** you're not ready for or you're probably not gonna like that you did.
My experience with infinite energy, in a mostly physical rendition due to the mental escaping g explanation.
This was all felt, I didn't see anything extraordinary. Except per say everything seemed to be vibrating. There felt as if there was an beach ball sized "sun", I say dun but there was no heat, just an extraordinary amount of energy being radiated, to the point that my nervous system and interested systems wouldn't function properly. This sun was radiating huge amounts of energy, only relatable words would be infinite energy. Though I felt this energy all around me and specifically radiating from thee sun over my head, I could still feel it pouring in through what felt like a hole in my skull. The sun invited/reached for me, and if I would have accepted and not blinked, I would have been able to cross the gateway to the seventh level.
For me, my experience was something else. Not that. I was starting to grasp all being one and all of us just being god. I was starting to grasp and step into accepting this type of existence, but I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready to just... be aware of it.
Perhaps I was being invited to 6th and wasn't ready?
I wouldn't want to define your experience, however beyond all, it definitely sounds profound and that's awesome. I definitely don't think my experience was a defining or only possible experience of it. All I know is I'm still fine tuning,balancing/harmonizing, and unblocking. Working to work with indigo in a profecient fashion.