Having a hard time understanding the sacral (orange) chakra

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I have trouble being convinced that everyone is equally worthy.. when they're NOT.

It makes me angry when I'm nice with someone and they ignore me. idiots that don't respond to comments for example. or mainly anyone else who takes him/herself seriously. that's laughable.

In university, ALL of the teachers were sadistic and against me because I knew more than them.. they will give u a hard time if you appear confident and don't belittle yourself for them. or the people that didn't let me get my driving license, didn't let a smart friend get his PHD.

Now how am I supposed to think of them as equal?

urgh.

Edit : 41 minutes later, and I feel less anger. and i'm regretting this post.

Funny how contradictory I am..

No doubt you've got some unresolved issues... Don't we all?

But that stuff doesn't make the people who hurt you any less WORTHY of the care they didn't show you. It just means they don't recognize their own worthiness and come from a place of not knowing their own worth.

They're coming from a place of ego just like you came from with the post you made when you were angry.

I know what it's like to regret things said out of an egotistical place. I regret some things VERY deeply.

So I know how it feels. Just know that you're not coming from a place of truth or love when you write stuff like that, but a defensive place of ego. Because you're HURT. And hurt people say hurtful things. God knows I've done that.

Just try to recognize that when you say stuff like that, it's really just lashing out from a place of hurt. Not recognizing the truth of things, in which you would see love.

I'm too full of regret from saying such things to be so lofty anymore. Just work on healing yourself man. I know it's rough and I don't blame you. I also don't hold anything against all the people who've ever hurt me. Because I don't hold it against myself that I hurt others myself. Or at least, I TRY not to...

The less hurtful s*** we hold against ourselves, the easier it is not to hold hurtful things done by others against them.

Just be careful with the things you egotistically say from a place of hurt... they can ruin close relationships and cause even MORE pain.