Feeling good for moments

[Tae]

Dull differs from neutral. Dull and lacking in desires is depression, apathy is a key signifier of a symptom often overlooked: anhedonia. Because it's not achingly sad or angry, just empty. It's not a bad thing if your neutral is joyful, and feeling good isn't "manic". Mania is a state that's out of control, not simply joyful, existing in the now in love and light and service to the one infinite creator... mania is the state that makes you go on shopping binges, hook up with your ex, buy tickets to Toulon Jazzfest, or in my case the one time I've identified myself as truly manic, I stayed up for 27 hours straight creating an enormous cartography resource which has served as a major traffic director to my current freelance business.

Happy all the time isn't manic. Happy all the time could be everyone's default, only we live in a fear factory...

We should not be afraid of feeling happy or sad, and simply just be in our now, in our feelings, with love and gratitude to the creator in ourselves and anyone we so happen to meet.

I hope you find some inner peace and settle into a nice comfortable place with yourself.