Advice for attracting intimacy into one's life?

[Cainite]

I've been told I'm unapproachable. people rarely befriend me online either... where everyone seems to be getting a lot more friends/followers, ... including my own empty accounts. -__-

But you are here, where you can make friends, and you really only need one good one... I met my friend online, from something not dissimilar to forums but slightly more embarrassing...fanfiction.

Yeah the members of this forum have been very helpful.. I owe so much thanks to you guys/ladies.
I always expected to get bad reactions here.. but I didn't. instead I often get humbled. (getting emotional now)

Thanks everyone!

I really appreciate when you shared your struggles with us Cainite, appreciate that you let us be a part of your journey. It makes my world to see people climb out of tough times and then shine their light unto others

I feel the same about you and others also honestly sharing your experiences/thoughts/feelings. It's been educating and warm.

Don't know about shining light as I'm still struggling..
But it's MUCH better comparing to the past.

These days, there is hope and contentment. even though I wake up feeling betrayed every morning thinking about memories, injustice/discremination, and the help I should have gotten, ... until I take my dose of the medications and become able to accept my fate and forgive once more.