12-26-2018, 11:58 PM
I so agree Infinity. Wonderful post. Thank you also Roici for exposing issues and questions so well.
I really have no experience as to the stairs of light. My little experience for this incarnation is more about losing fear.
I was born after the war when my father was liberated from a political prisoners camp in Austria. He had been arrested by the gestapo as he was giving fake numbers to the nazis. He was in charge of a small government financial organisation called le Credit National which financed things like roads in france but also cultural things like movies. For example a movie during the war was made which was called Le Corbeau or the Crow which was in fact an antinazi fable and I know he helped make that.
Anyway I was born in 1946 and was very shy, and had many fears. For example, people in france talked a lot about the war and I was terrified around the age of four, that a new war would happen again. it took me many years to lose fears but it happened roughly in my late twenties and suddenly I was free of shyness and of any fear. Which means that I feel that I am not really courageous because really nothing fazes me, except perhaps the very tiny fear that I might hurt someone unintentionally.
I wish I had a recipe for this loss of fear but I don't. I think it is linked to an enormous love for Gaia and Creator, and an enormous love for humanity for whom I have most reverence. I even have respect for Donald Trump whom I feel is a most unfortunately frightened and misled person. I cringe at what his attitudes are and behavior, but I still have the same respect for him as for anyone. it is a really weird thing to put into words.
I would like also to say how grateful I am for this site where so many interesting things are exchanged, not even mentioning the lovely souls that contribute there everyday.
About enlightenment, Infinity, I wonder if there are not degrees. I definitely was lucky to have a moment of enlightenment about ten years ago when suddenly everything melted into one, and I had a vision of utter simplicity of what life is. It left me walking on air for a few days after that, but I dont feel I have a direct link open to infinite intelligence. I see things clearly sometimes and wonder how not someone else does too, but I feel that in many another areas I am still very much in the opaque. I suppose since we are all unique, even being one, we each have our own experience.
Anyway sorry for this long sort of confused post, but great thread, thank you.
I really have no experience as to the stairs of light. My little experience for this incarnation is more about losing fear.
I was born after the war when my father was liberated from a political prisoners camp in Austria. He had been arrested by the gestapo as he was giving fake numbers to the nazis. He was in charge of a small government financial organisation called le Credit National which financed things like roads in france but also cultural things like movies. For example a movie during the war was made which was called Le Corbeau or the Crow which was in fact an antinazi fable and I know he helped make that.
Anyway I was born in 1946 and was very shy, and had many fears. For example, people in france talked a lot about the war and I was terrified around the age of four, that a new war would happen again. it took me many years to lose fears but it happened roughly in my late twenties and suddenly I was free of shyness and of any fear. Which means that I feel that I am not really courageous because really nothing fazes me, except perhaps the very tiny fear that I might hurt someone unintentionally.
I wish I had a recipe for this loss of fear but I don't. I think it is linked to an enormous love for Gaia and Creator, and an enormous love for humanity for whom I have most reverence. I even have respect for Donald Trump whom I feel is a most unfortunately frightened and misled person. I cringe at what his attitudes are and behavior, but I still have the same respect for him as for anyone. it is a really weird thing to put into words.
I would like also to say how grateful I am for this site where so many interesting things are exchanged, not even mentioning the lovely souls that contribute there everyday.
About enlightenment, Infinity, I wonder if there are not degrees. I definitely was lucky to have a moment of enlightenment about ten years ago when suddenly everything melted into one, and I had a vision of utter simplicity of what life is. It left me walking on air for a few days after that, but I dont feel I have a direct link open to infinite intelligence. I see things clearly sometimes and wonder how not someone else does too, but I feel that in many another areas I am still very much in the opaque. I suppose since we are all unique, even being one, we each have our own experience.
Anyway sorry for this long sort of confused post, but great thread, thank you.
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