Is it hard to make harvest?

[EvolvingPhoenix]

We exist under the veil, so I don't think any of us can be sure how easy/difficult graduation is. But I suspect it's not easy on this planet, because of it's mixed polarity history and the high amount of negative distortions interwoven into human societies here on Earth. But then, what do I know?

I'd like to be able to give you some valuable insight about polarizing and graduating, but I know very little myself. Just do your best to heal yourself of your issues and devote time to charity or something would be my best advice I could give.

And I can relate to the being violent in dreams thing. In the past, I've dream about being a violent psychopath. Now I'm just down to occasionally having a dream where I attack someone who makes me mad and/or hurts me like you.

I'd say it's an aspect of yourself you're unconsciously working to heal while you sleep. So maybe trying to heal yourself while you're awake is the best way to heal the violent dreams.

As I've said before, you and I have similar issues in that we both have a lot of inner unconscious/semi-conscious fear that we have to heal. You probably also experienced some sort of trauma as an unborn and/or infant. Working to heal that trauma is possibly the most important work you can do while you're here. I suggest doing the presence building meditations and walking meditations and chanting the mantra: "Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo"

I'm on a more powerful mantra, but that's the one I started with. Healing isn't easy, believe me. But they say in the Ra material that the best way to heal the world around you is to heal yourself, so work on self-healing and you can not only make your own life more fulfilling, but also help the world around you.