2018_1103 - Preincarnative Choices

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Me too.

Well then, maybe we both are.  Perhaps if we continue to share our perspectives we can both come out ahead.  

With all due respect, rc, your copy reads to me like Dispatches From The Sinkhole as compared to, say, the yearning of a being which delights in service to the one Creator.

Oh, c'mon!  That's quite a loaded statement. Not sure what your purpose is in saying this, but...

The sinkhole doesn't care about these things, much less ponder and seek around them.  The sinkhole is indifferent.  Observing the intense suffering of those around it, it simply accepts that which is given on a very superficial level, and without a second thought.  Then it goes to watch football and have a beer with its pals.  Maybe it throws a mostly-eaten chicken wing onto the floor for the stray puppy lurking nearby, and then feels self-satisfied that it "did its good deed for the day" while conveniently ignoring the possibility that the dog may choke on the bone and die.

Respect back atcha, however I've noticed that you have not responded to anything I've said about the harvesting of negative emotional energy which is generated by those who are suffering.  Is that intentional?

What I'm wondering is, must others continue to exist in such a state of deep suffering, so that I may "delight" in serving them?  Is there really no other way? I think if you would please step back from publicly assessing my spiritual status for a moment to truly ponder this question, you will also come to the conclusion that... yes... of course there is another way.

These are two distinct  layers of the multi-level game board, but it feels to me that your compass of play perceives the existence of the delight-in-service layer, but does not reach it in spirit, does not reach it operationally.

So then, your prescription for my further enlightenment would, of course, be yet another good heap of suffering?  Is this what you believe will provide the ostensibly much needed lift to my spirit-wings?  

Because this is not clear to me.  Looking about this world, and all the intense suffering going on here, it appears to me that it is too much.  It appears to be holding people down, rather than lifting them up.

Seems to me that what the world needs is a good dose of pragmatism.  Of realization that certain philosophies do not produce the intended result, and should be abandoned, rather than doubled-down upon.

To feel the delight and satisfaction of one's energy bodies adapting to greater intensities of Light and Love cannot be overstated.  The feeling of increased polarization, and moving further from the sinkhole is, like, wicked awesome.

So is the feeling of sniffing cocaine.  Exhilarating!  But that doesn't make it good for you, or others.  Rather, it is an intense but very brief "high" that requires ever increasing doses of the drug in order to reproduce, and typically results over the long term in the destruction of one's health and relationships, not to mention their pocketbook.

So you are saying that it's a good thing so many are in the sinkhole, and failing to achieve their primary purpose for incarnating, because we get to feel "wicked awesome" (?!) by contrast?  Wouldn't that constitute growth at another's expense?

Perhaps... we are addicted to our suffering.  Isn't that idea worthy of our fullest and sincere consideration?  It seems to me that you are feeling threatened somehow by this line of inquiry.  Upsetting your applecart, perhaps?

Let's get a little more pithy, shall we?

To my perception,  I AM here in service to the Creator.  Or more specifically what we would call the Galactic Logos.  I seek to serve the Solar or Planetary Logoi to the extent that they seek realignment with the original intention for this Creation.  And the intention of this Creation is not to make ever increasing picnics of pain and suffering, and even grander perversities of nature, for dark souls to delight in.  That is something that was "chosen" on a lower level of the Creation, and is not in any way representative of the state of affairs in the Creation at large.  That's what my "heart of hearts" has to say on the matter.