Has anybody here struggled with anhedonia?

[Cyan]

Its not but I'm slowly getting better, knowing that society really is on my side and not on theirs and that I really do have the right to tell of it to anyone I want regardless of how they might react and that I'm not responsible for the abusers wellbeing are all hugely positive steps. I'm trying to look at it with love and I surely dont hope he dies but that being said, life is hard to adjust to.