02-24-2019, 06:12 AM
(02-23-2019, 10:30 PM)Foha Wrote: Wow, Tae. Thank you for sharing.Don't be sad. I am no longer struggling. I don't consider myself depressed anymore. Possibly crazy, but that depends on your point of view.
It's funny how such dark things are what ultimately brought us together as a community. It is such a relief to hear that someone else is able to pick music out of the spheres. I love it! I always wanted to share it with others.
For me, every emotion/feeling/place/thing has a kind of song associated with it. You could map out the song in 4D space, almost. The first three dimensions being space, and the 4th the time (metronome). Instead of space being more for landmarks like you'd see on a physical map, it has landmarks of strong emotion/desire.
Moving through this space once there I simply invoke strong emotions; then I am pulled towards those landmarks. All the while the music itself is going forward in time, and changing key, pitch, and cadence to match the landmarks.
I only now am starting to notice this level of granular detail in my channeling of music. I am using what I have recently learned to help me write the last 2 songs I have posted on my soundcloud (and shared with this forum)
I am sad that you are struggling with depression. I wish I could be your lighthouse, and guide you back to shore.

Wouldn't it be fun to all get together and jam. Rock some crystal bowls and whatever instruments we can find.
Stranger - your description is so very much in line with what I experienced. Damn. It's so crazy to me that so many of us have specifically pulled octopuses out of our heads. I do in fact ask my Higher Self to help out with all acts of "energy work" I undertake, which is likely why in my experience, it was not too challenging to dissolve. It also hissed at me and resisted with foul words, though I did not write any journal entry so I can't tell you exactly what they were, I remember it being something like, "You'll never make it on your own, you stupid b****."
My mind has been quite quiet ever since, and I've never spoken about it. How on earth do you suggest to a friend with intrusive thoughts that, hey, maybe you should see if there's a leechy octopus lodged in your energy body? Y'don't. Well, I don't, anyway.

Be well.