Paradox Alert: Is it Depolarizing to be Overly Concerned with Polarization?

[Tae]

I don't think being concerned about polarization is actually depolarizing, maybe it's making you less effective or partially blocking energy flow. You are worried about a positive thing and I believe that yields positive work.

I would like to state I believe it to be partly blocking. Worrying about your polarization puts your focus on you and whether or not "I will escape this density" rather than "I will do the best I can help help as much as possible in this time I have in the density." I made the mistake of inquiring regarding my polarity % with a pendulum, I don't like the effect it had on me and I found it pops up and sideswipes me and distracts me and gives me reason to question myself and my intuition. All utter madness of course.

Look where you want to go, not where you're going. Be your polarity, don't "check" it. By doing that I created an opening for a STS entity to mess with my head by inviting me to go look in the mirror instead of out the window, primping, preening, and fussing over tiny details that don't really matter cause I'm not dead yet.