Session 89 - Two Negatively Polarizing Wanderers

[redchartreuse]

Apologies if this post was not a service you wanted.

No need to apologize, for it is welcome.  All of it is very insightful, and there is little I would subtract from it.  Though a couple things to add to it.

One- over the last few many weeks I have seen lasting relief from chronic pain, which is perhaps part of that energy you shift which coincided with the post you mentioned.  Understand, I'm not saying it's either/or, but both/and.  And to add to that the active rooting out of what have become aware is a false teaching about "taking on another's pain" as a form of service.

The "bee energy" probably also has something to do with me actually trying to type a a full post out in a relatively short period of time.  It's not really here or there other than I am sometimes feeling short for time when I am responding, because I like to give time to respond to thoughtful posts such as yours.  And also those of many others, which I do not want to miss or not respond to.

Also- I'm not sure I'd say as much that I feel the "need" for people to do this thing called "awaken" but that I feel it is somehow connected to purpose here to do my best to understand why this happens.  It's more of a feeling of... not wanting to come back empty handed with nothing to report.  I don't know if that would make any sense to you, but seems difficult for me to put into words.

Think of it perhaps like a scientist feeling under pressure from a deadline, who just so happens to feel passionate about their assigned area of research.  Make any sense?  The bees... just want to make their honey, but the nectar doesn't appear to be flowing.  Why doesn't it flow?  I want to know.

Perhaps you might also see this as a manifestation of the "busy bee" and being super nitpicky, but as for the portion of your post about judgement as the fulcrum of negative polarization, honestly I just don't know about that.  I have to say that it is just not a concept that is presented in the material perhaps the way you believe that it is.

I would ask you to try this... go to lawofoneinfo and do a do a search for "judgment" and... well just post your honest reaction!