Session 89 - Two Negatively Polarizing Wanderers

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judge not lest the be judged.

1 “Do not judge, or you too will be judged.

2 For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

3 “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye?

4 How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye?

5 You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.

6 “Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you to pieces.

I tend to think the teaching is more nuanced than you propose.

Not sure why you assume I missed how it works. I didn’t figure you needed spoon feeding so I made a brief reference. Still my point stands.

Also do not know why you would assume I judged you, I pretty clearly told you not to judge even yourself. If you are seeing judgement in my comment it isn’t coming from me, so where is it coming from?

I had added a section to my earlier reply about parts of me that would be considered STS that I fully embraced and accepted as something not to suppress. My intention was to show my complete NONJUDGMENT of you. I deleted it after as I felt it just seemed I selfishly was somehow making the thread about me. perhaps that selfishness(I love sharing and connecting) would have helped you see I really am not judging you at all. So I should have overshared apparently l.

You brought up a topic, we are replying, just because we are on opposite sides of an opinion doesn’t denote condemnation of you or yours. If anything those preaching acceptance quite obviously by default would be accepting of your distortions being exactly as they are supposed to be at this time too.

I mean it truely and I know the beings here well enough to know they also are not judging your desire, just entering into a discussion you started by asking for oppinions.

I can tell my opinion has been shared enough on this topic so I will refrain but I hope you don’t have to wrestle with this desire to long. It’s not that big a deal.

Oh and I could give you a million kindnesses that have been bestowed upon me. I spent a lot of my youth after extreme child abuse in depression and suicidal. The love saved me, even a drop here if a drop there. Fuel for the soul. I survived just because little drops of love kept me alive till I could get a bigger dose I needed to awaken.

The biggest two catylist in my life that triggered my two awakenings were experiences of boundless love shared. First at 17 by a born again Christian lady. She was likely the first person to ever love me unconditionally.

It changed my life and I wept deeply at feeling love. It changed me over night and for the next nearly two decades.

I say two decades because that is when I had my second experience in my life of unconditional love. This time it was mutual I could now do it too, and the other suddenly could also. It ruined us both for several years. It lights up everything inside you and makes you look.

It starts a fire that slowly burns all you once were. Now 7 years later the love still is breaking me down and rebuilding me, awakening me further as the light shines on every part of me as it goes. It all started with love.

Thankfully I have helped lots of people as a result by giving them moments of unconditional love. Have they changed drastically fully awakening, no but the fire has begun they keep coming back knowing they can always count on being accepted and loved whenever they need it. They slowly open to the place in themselves that loves too.

Anyways enough blabbing from me, whatever you decide or do about this it isn’t likely make or break.