Session 89 - Two Negatively Polarizing Wanderers

[Glow]

So in that case I have had near deaths. Not true near deaths where you get all the way to some heaven experience but enough close to death experiences where you are out of your body and experience the other side.

Perhaps that is partially why I don’t feel a conflict.
Since I was a kid and also in my contact with the other side it is clear this is the illusion.

As usual though I do not think one way is better or worse just different awarenesses.
I unfortunately do not really benifit from knowing. It still feels like a masquerade I do not wish to be part of.
Like cognative disonence in every moment of experienced separation. Always some new experience for the creator I guess.