How do we find our purpose?

[EvolvingPhoenix]

One more thing is to fully accept one's life as it is, forgive yourself and show yourself compassion. Psychics are wonderful but this is not the spear head I would choose first.

I am trying to do just this. It gets hard often. And the loneliness makes it like a hundred times worse. I dunno how to deal with the resulting emotions when I try to show myself unconditional forgiveness and compassion or how to describe them. The feelings are very mixed. I want to break down and cry. I try meditation walks and traditional meditation to help. And healing codes. Hopefully they'll prove helpful, as I'm in a lot of pain lately.