03-22-2019, 12:16 AM
I don't rely on it, but I sometimes feel it unbidden, usually more likely to feel it if I'm actively thinking about the connection and trying to muster it up. 
I don't try to maintain the connection because I am a veritable fountain of waterworks, and I cry throughout. They have to have a verrrrry light touch to be respectful of 3D me's preference to not spontaneously sob all the time, I don't doubt they're around.
Yeah, it's "pleasurable to an extent". Very distracting. Just thinking about the love available to me and everyone can trigger it. Very sensitive balance.
It is sometimes unbidden though, especially if they're trying to get my attention to meditate. If I'm doing something repetitive that gets me into the start of that mental state, then it can get set off. In the car (I don't drive!) or while working it sometimes catches me from the background. A "psychic greeting", I think we call it around here.
I don't try to maintain the connection because I am a veritable fountain of waterworks, and I cry throughout. They have to have a verrrrry light touch to be respectful of 3D me's preference to not spontaneously sob all the time, I don't doubt they're around.Yeah, it's "pleasurable to an extent". Very distracting. Just thinking about the love available to me and everyone can trigger it. Very sensitive balance.
It is sometimes unbidden though, especially if they're trying to get my attention to meditate. If I'm doing something repetitive that gets me into the start of that mental state, then it can get set off. In the car (I don't drive!) or while working it sometimes catches me from the background. A "psychic greeting", I think we call it around here.