Channeling the Orion Group

[kristina]

Maybe you'd do better at channeling entities that have been negative but reverted. They have got the background experience, but are in a state that appreciates free exchange and that lacks purpose in tricking you.

Yeah, that's an interesting thought. Due to the dangers, I personally am not really interested in doing any channeling work myself at this time, but I would be interested in reading any chronicled examples of channelings with such reverted entities.

Be careful what you open yourself up to, in playing with concepts.  Once you open certain doors, you would WISH WITH ALL YOUR BEINGNESS, you could go back in time, and not have done so.

I've seen people derail years of their life, because they thought they could be clever, and 'hack' the system.  Mental illness, depression, chronic fatigue.

You are absolutely correct. I'm actually on the upswing of that which you mentioned. I prematurely performed astral travel with almost no spiritual protection -- I'm still working on the problems caused by some of those encounters, which, as you mentioned, last several years and are truly horrific in nature. I can attest to that first hand. I did then start to receive the messages of doom, and I was largely rendered ineffective. Following this, further mental health distortions and negative, unwanted thought-forms manifested themselves. Whether or not I became STS at one point is impossible for me to really know, because I do know what true STS is, and as you say -- I only wish to run as far away from that destructiveness with which I am so personally well-acquainted. But I am also open to the idea that despite my conscious renouncement and aversion to the STS path, that I could have inadvertently been duped into actually walking it and not realizing this. These thoughts are just now dawning on me. Perhaps this is the bidding of which you speak?

To know your self is to have the foundation upon firm ground. The only problem is -- I know my self. And while I wish to graduate STO and make it to 4th density positive[that is unless I am a karmically-involved (or just a regular) wanderer], as an entity I have a well-established track record of negativity, in many lifetimes.

I recently believe to have begun rapidly polarizing once again at this point in my journey, almost certain that I am receiving both Orion and Confederation assistance. Thank you for bringing this to my attention. I am dangerously unequipped to deal with this from a spiritual protection standpoint, as The Ra Material is so dense, navigation (even with the search engine) coupled with Ra's vernacular make it hard to find specific information easily. I have consciously renounced the Orion group and their help, but I truly doubt this to be enough at this point. This is several years of Orion influence that I think will require some real effort on my part to fully rid myself of. Other than that, I am aware that I can gratefully acknowledge their influence, whilst rejecting it as not being helpful to me at this point in my journey.

Please continue to share if you have any more thoughts in this area.

I have previously fasted to try and get rid of unwanted thought-forms, with no apparent effect occurring. Plus, I fast by default now (meaning I eat very little at this point in time, easily going 2 or 3 days without having felt the desire to eat). So I'm not sure if this lessens the efficacy of the fasting ritual. But I know the fasting alone is not enough.

It appears that I've personally derailed my own thread. I do apologize; it's now clear that great focus and healing and meditation are in store for me.

Hey there! I really loved your story. I am glad you opened with this thread as I have learned so much from it already. And this, my friend, is exactly why you are important here.
I see all this from a slightly different angle while loving and agreeing with all of the other information handed to you from a fellow seeker. My take is something like this...
STS will balance eventually no matter what as STO serving the creator and from what I have gathered you were once going in the direction of STS but have changed polarity... and it seems as if your experience with STS entities have helped you with your decision to do such. And let's take a moment and think how powerful that is on your behalf! To turn away from something who controls and manipulates one using fear and sabotage. And now you have, like the flower, turned to the love/light and can instruct others on the very danger in which you have been. There is such strength in your story and I think it would be wise to re-read your own story you presented here to all of us. And I will inform you that you are never alone that your guides are always with you even though you have attracted a certain type of contact. Fill your life with love/light. Meditate and pray each day. Love the One Infinite Creator with all of your might and love all that The Creator loves. Always remember to first love and forgive yourself.

PS
and please do not place your life at risk by trying to send love and light to an entity that would love nothing more than to see you depolarize and would love if you did not graduate with us.