Angels, Spirits, etc can kiss my [redacted].

[kristina]

Do you think you'll be ready next time?

I don't feel I left because it was hard. But a wolfie hybrid species SMC needed my help, and I wanted to wander to help them.
Then I came here to learn how to resolve conflict.

I think going back will be totally doable.

That makes a lot of sense. That you wandered, did your task here, and now you're on Earth, learning a thing, resolving some karma from that past life I guess. And the life you're in is specifically a sort which humbles and teaches you to handle conflict with quiet grace. It also makes sense that it would've been a wolfie SMC. The all-wolf, whose spirit is within every dog.

I have mixed feelings. I don't think I even WANT to ascend into unity with all of creation right now, I feel like there's still so much to do and be done and usefulness in lower densities. Maybe by the end of this life I won't feel that way. I suppose I've been allowed to know this information so I can use it to add preparatory information to my Higher Self's collection of lives. So perhaps that will lay one more brick on the stairs up. Given as I ran all this way down, it's still going to take a while to climb up with this extra brick I'm bringing with and I'll probably have to adjust to the different oxygen levels up there.

A gentle reminder....
You are within an illusion, meaning, in our wobbly words, this is not reality. You are already One but cannot know it as you are in this illusory space/time. I don't know about you, however, I love this world. The horse, the dog, the cat, the flower and the tree. The colors are so vibrant and sometimes the conversation so rich! I say, know what you know now and deal with what comes about later. In other words, live for each moment as it unfolds and if you are at the appointed time leaving this plane of existence, you will be experiencing nothing but another moment. Wanderers could be very ingenious in the art of staying grounded in what is called The Eternal Now but you may have to apply yourself just as everyone upon this beautiful planet applies hardwork.
Kristina