04-02-2019, 01:18 AM
you're welcome 
it's not that we can't have "expectations" - more that, specific expectations may cloud our perceiving/receiving of what is offered to us.
Because we're 'under' the 'veil'; anger, desperation, despair, are very valid reactions to our frustration of intensely knowing there's more to 'all this' - but blocked from what that actually is.
Additionally, that Wanderers incarnate with families/peers/life events that can be extremely toxic, even spiritually/psychologically lethal... our resentment is so understandable.
Remembering (or meditating on) that we chose (ffs!
) to come to this density voluntarily can help to shift our life energy from powerless - to courageous explorer and helper of my Self other Selves working with catalyst to choose polarity.
I fluctuate between wanting to scold my "Higher Self" when I get back Home - to being deeply impressed that who I really Am is so brave, strong, caring - It/I volunteered to come here!
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shifting victim status energy is a hard journey - but freeing... ever since I started feeling compassion for myself and all I've endured; my self care- self respect increased and daily life is much easier.
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it's not that we can't have "expectations" - more that, specific expectations may cloud our perceiving/receiving of what is offered to us.
Because we're 'under' the 'veil'; anger, desperation, despair, are very valid reactions to our frustration of intensely knowing there's more to 'all this' - but blocked from what that actually is.
Additionally, that Wanderers incarnate with families/peers/life events that can be extremely toxic, even spiritually/psychologically lethal... our resentment is so understandable.
Remembering (or meditating on) that we chose (ffs!

I fluctuate between wanting to scold my "Higher Self" when I get back Home - to being deeply impressed that who I really Am is so brave, strong, caring - It/I volunteered to come here!
0_0
shifting victim status energy is a hard journey - but freeing... ever since I started feeling compassion for myself and all I've endured; my self care- self respect increased and daily life is much easier.
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