i do understand and can relate to what it is that you are saying nabil,
and I tried this myself alot of times facing myself running against walls eventually.
As I understood it was my ego that wanted to do its job, to do something tangible out of the realization
that i had a job to do and being a spiritual being having a human experience.
Then i realized for myself, we are not necessarily here to "change the world" - and we just can't by ourselves
and will end up in frustration at some point. No matter how random things seem there is always a grad scheme at working
enfolding from one choice point to another (since free will is paramount)
and Ra also clearly stated nothing is ever lost - and everyone or also the density of a planet or group complex or whatever
gets to its destination on its own clock - and we don't have the smallest clue how our details look to management (as DW likes to call them)
but to be the best we can be - or be the change we want to see - and we mostly do this by seeing the creator in all things and its tools of love and light working
in all that we do and our other-selves do mirroring back is indeed the real job to do here, I believe - being the candle in the dark - that is it in my opinion.
After all this density is called the density of choice, polarity, dualism - STS or STO
which way do you wanna go...? so to speak - anything but the creator being in everything and our free will to decide
how love and light are working is nothing but merely part of the illuison
and I tried this myself alot of times facing myself running against walls eventually.
As I understood it was my ego that wanted to do its job, to do something tangible out of the realization
that i had a job to do and being a spiritual being having a human experience.
Then i realized for myself, we are not necessarily here to "change the world" - and we just can't by ourselves
and will end up in frustration at some point. No matter how random things seem there is always a grad scheme at working
enfolding from one choice point to another (since free will is paramount)
and Ra also clearly stated nothing is ever lost - and everyone or also the density of a planet or group complex or whatever
gets to its destination on its own clock - and we don't have the smallest clue how our details look to management (as DW likes to call them)
but to be the best we can be - or be the change we want to see - and we mostly do this by seeing the creator in all things and its tools of love and light working
in all that we do and our other-selves do mirroring back is indeed the real job to do here, I believe - being the candle in the dark - that is it in my opinion.
After all this density is called the density of choice, polarity, dualism - STS or STO
which way do you wanna go...? so to speak - anything but the creator being in everything and our free will to decide
how love and light are working is nothing but merely part of the illuison