How to follow your excitement when nothing you can do excites you?

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Meditation doesn't really excite me and I never get to a point in meditation where I feel bliss.

I made a list of things I can do in my day, typically, and this is what it looks like:

Meditate
Medwalk
Healing codes
Read
Watch YT vids and surf the net
Play with cat(s)
draw
play guitar/Rocksmith
Cook something
Sleep

Usually, I pick sleeping or surfing the net, although I try to meditate or Medwalk each day, and I'm starting to include healing codes. I've been taking things slow with doing what I feel I "need" to do, but haven't been doing anything that excites me. Truth be told, I guess playing with my cats is the most exciting option out of those for me, because it involved loving interaction with another being.