05-25-2019, 11:39 AM
Thanks Nau7ic. I think I have my decision and I think as long as I follow my heart in all occaisions I'll be dine in life. I don't need the wealth. I dont think studying the kabbalah is what I need right now. What I need right now is to just learn how to love myself, forgive myself and be the best version of myself I can possibly be. Not study esoteric material but just that. To forgive myself and be my own best friend and supporter. I need to do that for myself. That's where I should be putting my focus.