05-26-2019, 12:31 PM
Haha I so feel that relaxo. I honestly feel like a more comfortable form for me is something permeable like a cloud or water ... I guess light is most obvious where one can merge into anyone and share awareness/experiences/oneness/intimacy with anyone/thing at will.
When I get upset I just want out of the body and have popped out on a few occasions and it was briefly a sweet relief. Lucky that isn’t easier because I think I could actually be of much better service outside the body verses in.
Mine wasn’t my roof it was our big living room window, I’d stand there young enough that I was holding the ledge for balance and just stare up to the sky wanting to go home. Not that I knew where that was but I know this wasn’t it.
When I get upset I just want out of the body and have popped out on a few occasions and it was briefly a sweet relief. Lucky that isn’t easier because I think I could actually be of much better service outside the body verses in.
Mine wasn’t my roof it was our big living room window, I’d stand there young enough that I was holding the ledge for balance and just stare up to the sky wanting to go home. Not that I knew where that was but I know this wasn’t it.
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