What does it really take to open to Intelligent Infinity?

[AnthroHeart]

I feel now like I'm in a pool and the water is flowing in through my head, and filling me up. There's a ringing in both my ears.
It's very peaceful. Probably more peace than I've ever felt in my life.
This is what I want. To have peace. Not for selfish reasons. I don't want to make a lot of money
because I don't like the hassles that come with a lot of money.
I know I've had hard past lives. I just don't remember them. This is like my vacation life.
But enough where I can learn tough lessons. Just not so much work.

Intelligent Infinity is warm.

Unless it is 4D light that I'm feeling. Ra (or maybe one of the other channels) did say that
experiencing 4D light would feel like returning to your Source. So I can't be sure.
It doesn't feel like Source to me. Not yet anyway. It isn't overwhelmingly blissful.

Intelligent Infinity is captivating.

And it feels very balanced.

Maybe I'm still in 6D and just dreaming this 3D life.