Spiritual Upheaval and Mundane No More

[TheJoan]

Actually even posting in this thread last night seemed to have attracted some attention. I had another visit in my dream last night, when this happens I always go lucid in my dream but can't escape/wake up. I asked repeatedly "why do you do this" and eventually the response was "I don't know". So infuriating! If I fight back they start piercing my energy body, it hurts, but if I send love and wait it out they eventually go away. It's so so bazaar. Anyone else experience anything similar? I'm not so bothered by it anymore, but I hope this isn't too creepy for anyone.

The dreams I used to have were so intense and at the same time so beautiful. Once, one of my sisters of the Confederation gave me a memory of her first class flying an space ship it was an small one but it was nice and perfect. I'm not sure where it was but their race was different not 'human like' at all I was just witnessing the dream not making any decisions(in terms of going where i wanted to go). I was with a man and a woman I could feel intensively their love towards me or the person I was witnessing and not a single word I heard in the whole memory/dream I could hear the trees moving, some other sounds which I don't know what they were but nothing else.

The man and woman probably her teachers or parents we walked for a little bit until we reached the space ship the fauna of the planet was of course different and beautiful. The woman takes the lead and stopped in front of the door and told us to get in to the ship in a welcome manner after I went in the man behind me hold my right shoulder He was on the left side of me and I looked at his eyes and I felt this energy of love again hitting my heart in a very peaceful and total bliss the woman got in behind us. The ship was 'off' the only light that was getting in was the sunlight from the front window of the ship after the woman put her hands on a what it looked like some glass table or something like that and that was like the 'steering wheel' of the ship and closed her eyes. It went on the lights turned on not very bright lights just comfortable lights for the eyes. The ship take off and the woman flew around a little bit I was not understanding how the ship was moving or how she knew where she was going its not like there's a computer telling or showing you where you go and you don't feel when the ship is moving you just see that is moving because you can see outside of the ship from the window. then she 'parked' the ship and told me to put my hands the way she put it without words she just looked at me I knew what to do. When I put my hands on the glass table(I called it like this but I'm not sure what it was) its like you feel something not bad just something warm after I closed my eyes and tried to open them again instead of being aware of the body I was aware of the ship I was the ship and it moved like I was moving my body it was mind blowing and something that I was laughing for a whole week straight because it was the most amazing thing ever.

I've had many dreams and I hope that you guys have similar dreams like this.