Dream interpretation: 3 wasps

[kristina]

JJ. Don’t be discouraged by this long post of our Kristina, I know her, she just loves extended work, so she post long things to show us the mountain to climb

What is really annoying is that at the same time she is right, and best heart ever.  Briefly, she is so annoying.

Ok,  now seriously, miss kristina, I have a question for you.


Do you think that in this wonderful quote of Ra, or rather this quote of our wonderful Ra,
“  identifying both those things of which you approve and those things of which you disapprove within yourself, and then balancing each positive and negative with its equal.” so do you feel we just look at its opposite really and that will create balance ?

Asling because at night, after a very quick meditation ( sometimes I have to say I fall asleep through it cause it’s so pleasant and blissful... ) so I just say all right I was a schmuck there this morning then at noon I was this pretty cool chick giving full heatedly no expectations, then at 3pm I was this schmuck again, so all you have to do is thiink/visualize the opposite you can be to balance it all ?

Then, if yes, think about this, suppose you spend all day being this terrific cool love giving no expectation chick ( Wait guys, this has never happened to me yet, I am just asking here ). Then do you imagine the amount of negative, in Yourself, that night, you have to find, and think how depressing that must be ???

Just asking question you know..

OK Flo.....I'm a talker. Yeah, yeah...and long winded. If I didn't love you so much already I'd be looking to love you after calling me annoying which I totally accept in 100% gratitude. LOL!
I have to go from my understandings of the Law of One so hear is my winded reply.
I will use an example of the prisoner I am working with. The world finds easy to judge him. He commited first degree murder. So, I ask, How can I see my reflection in him if I am all things, every thought, every being? I have never murdered! But I have as I use to hunt long ago with my ex-husband for sport. I killed not because I was hungry, I killed because of adrinaline. I used the excuse that they were over populated and other various excuses. All the typical ones. And one more thing I can use as an example ( I shouldn't but I have no fear in saying) my Dad made me have an abortion at 16. So....I say, I have take "life" and for no real good reason. I looked honestly at those situations and I can accept that I have stolen another's opportunity to live because I felt in someway I was a little more important. So, I am the murderer. I wouldn't want someone to view me as a scourge to society and turn away from me especially now as I am ready for the change and have been for 30 years. I see myself just as the prisoner who has murdered. When I am angry, I know I have the ability to be joyful because I contain joy. When I am sad I am also happy as I know I contain those things within me. The most important area in learning this is first you must KNOW yourself and in order to KNOW yourself you will have to be completely honest even if it hurts. You may shed tears perhaps a lot of them but this is part of knowing the self. Before a person can balance themselves they have to know what it is they are bringing into balance. If you know of one thing but have not yet realized the other this exercise will do a person little good. You have to pierce into the veil and you have to be willing to really see the ugly side of the self. No doubt if you see the ugly, and were shocked, you have already seen the prettier side of you.
Flo....Flo....Flo...... Did I say that right ? Tell me O' wise sage .....