11-30-2019, 09:11 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-30-2019, 09:12 PM by AnthroHeart.)
(11-30-2019, 07:30 AM)Celestial Wrote: There was someone who was assisting me in my learning for years. This individual disclosed everything about free will to me.About five months ago he left me to fend for myself. Almost doing a 180 degree turnaround. The nature of my traumas were severe, and I cannot orient myself which is why I reach out here. Law of One may not be the place, although I cry to Ra, Q’uo, Hatonn, Latwii, Yadda and Laiton most nights asking for guidance. It would be very difficult to find a proper guide. But I am trying. Most are dedicated to a religion or specific esoteric teaching. In the future I may become a monk, I don’t know. I’m not there yet, but the confusion and desperation is very real to me.
I'm thinking of becoming a Buddhist monk in the future too.
But it will be at least 6 months for me to think about it before making that decision.
Maybe even 4 years or more till my dog passes away.