12-24-2019, 11:47 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-24-2019, 11:49 AM by BridgesToLight.
Edit Reason: wow, wonder if the eclipse energy is frying my brain
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What are enslaved worlds like? Maybe, look around?
For some reason, I'm sure someday/when I'll know, birth and true evolution/growth is never without pain in this dimension.
Without the explosive, oh-my-god-its-going-to-kill-me pain of childbirth, there would be no us!
Every single thing in my life that has been worth anything that lasts has brought with it pain, then release, then joy/new existence.
From my perspective, I find it so hard to see how suffering, pain, could be part of the divine. This pain and associated fear held me in its grips for most of this life. I wavered from a despondent worrier to a valiant warrior, and neither changed the overall level of suffering for others, nor myself.
I've been shown that twice before I've left this planet via means of torture and murder, once was a fast and furiuos explosion of rage from a mob, the other was a long and slow torture based on the perceived wrongdoing to the King.
But, I do not have clean hands, I've also been shown how I have murdered, felt justified, then found my errors later.
This life was chosen because now is the time the galactic energies are the most supportive for my clearing all this stuff. And although this life has been incredibly painful (but not in contrast to past lives), traumatic and I've wanted out a few times, I can now see my personal "whys" and see how it is that people choose suffering and pain. It is the fertilizer that accelerates our overall ascension.
I am well fertilized, won't know how well until we pass the energetic/galactic wall of no return that will change everything on this planet, but will change nothing in our existence unless we choose to use this now to accelerate.
So much love to you all.
For some reason, I'm sure someday/when I'll know, birth and true evolution/growth is never without pain in this dimension.
Without the explosive, oh-my-god-its-going-to-kill-me pain of childbirth, there would be no us!
Every single thing in my life that has been worth anything that lasts has brought with it pain, then release, then joy/new existence.
From my perspective, I find it so hard to see how suffering, pain, could be part of the divine. This pain and associated fear held me in its grips for most of this life. I wavered from a despondent worrier to a valiant warrior, and neither changed the overall level of suffering for others, nor myself.
I've been shown that twice before I've left this planet via means of torture and murder, once was a fast and furiuos explosion of rage from a mob, the other was a long and slow torture based on the perceived wrongdoing to the King.
But, I do not have clean hands, I've also been shown how I have murdered, felt justified, then found my errors later.
This life was chosen because now is the time the galactic energies are the most supportive for my clearing all this stuff. And although this life has been incredibly painful (but not in contrast to past lives), traumatic and I've wanted out a few times, I can now see my personal "whys" and see how it is that people choose suffering and pain. It is the fertilizer that accelerates our overall ascension.
I am well fertilized, won't know how well until we pass the energetic/galactic wall of no return that will change everything on this planet, but will change nothing in our existence unless we choose to use this now to accelerate.
So much love to you all.