So much confusion, seeking clarity

[Ray711]

Hello, manifestgirl. I'm sorry to hear about your pain.

I don't have answers to your questions. I have no idea when the solar flash or disclosure will occur, or if they will even occur. However, I would suggest pondering whether focusing on this kind of specific information helps or hinders your own inner work and your service to others. Does it make you feel empowered or stagnant? Does it give you tools to work with right here and now, or does it entail waiting until an undetermined event happens at an undetermined date?

Ra:

We can only ask each group to consider the relative effect of philosophy and your so-called specific information. It is not the specificity of the information which attracts negative influences. It is the importance placed upon it.
This is why we iterate quite often, when asked for specific information, that it pales to insignificance, just as the grass withers and dies while the love and the light of the One Infinite Creator redounds to the very infinite realms of creation forever and ever, creating and creating itself in perpetuity.
Why then be concerned with the grass that blooms, withers and dies in its season only to grow once again due to the infinite love and light of the One Creator? This is the message we bring. Each entity is only superficially that which blooms and dies. In the deeper sense there is no end to beingness.

Also, even though they said harvest would likely take place in 2011, they also said this:

40.8 Questioner: Then what will be the time of transition on this planet from third to fourth density?

Ra: I am Ra. This is difficult to estimate due to the uncharacteristic anomalies of this transition. There are at this space/time nexus beings incarnate which have begun fourth-density work. However, the third-density climate of planetary consciousness is retarding the process. At this particular nexus the possibility/probability vortices indicate somewhere between 100 and 700 of your years as transition period. This cannot be accurate due to the volatility of your peoples at this space/time.

Regarding feeling such pain for others, sensitivity is a very good thing. However, if unchecked, it has the drawback of hindering the sensitive person. This doesn't help neither the person feeling empathy, nor the people who are suffering. I am reminded here of some words of Mooji's, how he spoke of the archetypal image of the angels coming down from the heavens to help someone in pain. They are not portrayed coming down in agony, sobbing and crying at the pain of the earthly person. They come gracefully, with equanimity and calmness, and in that state, they raise the person they are helping. It's a kind of compassionate wisdom that is unmoved by pain, yet one who is not ignorant of it.

This pain that you feel for others is in part a product of your mind. It's a very good thing to be aware of the pain of others and to desire that this pain is eased, but at the end of the day, the mind can picture a thousand things, and it still has no idea what it really is to experience life as that person. This pain is imagined, and often amplified and distorted by our minds. I would say, be mindful of how and in what ways your mind is artificially adding things to your sensitivity that are not of service, neither to you nor other people. Be mindful also of how the mind likes to think in terms of "should haves" and "shouldn't haves", regarding these situations that we dislike. Do such thoughts further amplify your pain? Are they of any service?