Are wanderers still needed and if not, why did we come here?

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I left to study black magic. That tendency is latent in my Family and it was only through complete understanding and practice that I was able to fully reject that path. I trained under a senior member of our Family for several years. One of the true elite. We found each other as we always do. We parted ways when I began displaying unconditional love and acceptance of his person, though it was he who introduced me to the techniques that ultimately opened the gateway of remembrance and I am very grateful for that.

Obviously it was not appropriate for me to submerse myself in positive energy while undertaking that learning process. I disappeared from many places for years and spent much time studying in isolation.

I've seen two, possibly three other of our numbers make a few comments here. None of them are active at this time, and we have no specific connection to this forum other than an interest in some of the topics presented. I returned because there is a call here for knowledge I feel I may be able to provide, as it is my intent to serve as I can.

** And because I have a feeling someone will ask, no, I did not cast spells upon or otherwise meddle with anyone on this forum while I was away. The study and discipline required were too grueling to have time for such activities, and I chose to reverse my polarity before I reached the point where it was necessary to do harm.

Hello Reaper, thanks for sharing the story of your journey.

Do you now feel that you have always been of positive choice, with experience of black magic being the needed exploratory part on your path, or did you genuinely switched polarity?

If you feel you've switched polarity, did you walk your way through the well of indifference, or was it somewhat of quantum switch nature?

If you feel you've been always devoted to positive path, did you experience the power to invite opposite polarity just by mental state alone without doing any harmful action? If so, can you share your experience that you feel you are able to put into words?