01-22-2011, 12:46 AM
(01-15-2011, 06:40 PM)ahktu Wrote: Aaron, all I know is that I don't feel at home here. The longer I observe the way humans do things, the more insane it seems to me. Carla has often spoken about how Don was afraid of being swept up in the "insanity" of the world, and I think I can relate to him on that. And I know that every time I've looked up at the stars since I was a child, I've had a powerful longing deep in my chest. When I was little my parents told me there was no such thing as aliens that that made me feel so horrible inside. I knew they had to be real. I've always treasured dreams of UFOs and ETs, even if they weren't particularly peaceful dreams. But I've never seen a UFO or had an angel appear before me or some light beam into my head or anything like that. So at this point I'm really not sure. I'm guessing it doesn't really matter...in the end it's all the same thing, but it would be nice to see a UFO in waking reality just once...
All I can tell you is what I'm beginning to discover myself. Like that line in the Lynyrd Skynyrd song "Simple Man" that goes: "All that you need is in your soul." Home, or the potential for home, is inside you. Because you are the universe, home is wherever you are. "Home is where the heart is. If your heart is there, it's home." I can relate to you in seeing the insanity of the way we do things on this planet. But maybe seeing these beings as other-selves is the worthy challenge you've set yourself up with? Look down... you're human too!
Maybe if you really want to see a UFO in waking life, you can send your intentions to the universe, remembering that because it's an event orchestrated by the higher self, it's going to contain a surprise lesson for you that your conscious ego self can't apprehend now. That way, you balance the distortions of selfishness that arise with your "lust for the rich man's gold" as Lynyrd Skynyrd puts it in the line right before the one I mentioned earlier.
