Hypnotic Regression

[AnthroHeart]

I'm still reading Michael Newton's Journey of Souls book.

I wonder if after this life if there will always be things we regret.

One person in the book did suicide in a past life and they regretted that.

The spirit guide wasn't happy.

I don't know if I shouldn't care what the spirit guide thinks about what I do day to day.

Should we live our lives so that we have as few regrets in the afterlife as possible?

How do I know I'm not wasting my life not doing more?

I am on disability and don't do much through the day besides meditation, reading and stuff.

I make my mom mad at me in ways that I can't control. I can't make her happy and she says in my next life I'll be a slave to other people.
I've given her a place to stay for free for the last nearly 20 years, and she likes to keep insulting me.

She says when the war breaks out I'll have to suffer.

I might seem nice on this forum but I'm not that great. I get mad at one of my mom's dogs, and the other I really like.

Can my mom decide my next life because she gets upset with me a lot?
At least I'm not Hollywood cause then I'd be possessed by a demon and be a transgender according to her.
It's hard listening to her threaten the lives of everyone in Hollywood.

I bought her a computer and later she told me she doesn't like to be bought. Then she complains I didn't give her $25,000 when I had it
for her to rebuild her condemned house.

Sometimes I don't know what to do.