discovering the Ra material

[Nicholas]

Hey everyone,  if a person was neutral polarity  and then they suddenly discovered the Ra material and realized that it was harvest time soon, so they changed their actions to become more STO, with the intention of evolving to 4th, and not having to come back to 3d reality, then does that make their actions STS,

By "neutral polarity" I guess you mean like sitting on the fence? Sometimes you prefer to play games as a way to get your needs met, while at other times you truly care about another persons unmet needs? 

If your intention is to evolve into 4th dimension so you no longer experience suffering and hardship, then I suspect you would continue to sit on the fence. The suffering that we wish to escape from comes from our refusal to let go of our constructed identities, and this STO/STS divide is just another them/us construct.

The only use this STO/STS dichotomy holds for me is to help me discern what is true from what is false. We experience pain and that is true, but if we continue to attribute our suffering to that painful experience from our past then that is false. Our suffering endures as a consequence from our instinctive desire to protect ourselves from further pain. We unconsciously block the flow of love/light within us while projecting the cause of such blockages to the painful experience, if we remember it at all. We feel like a victim in the world where external events have the power to control our sense of well being. Just recognising the source of our suffering within us brings us closer to harvestability, as we are accepting responsibility for it.

So I would suggest that your desire to not come back to the dream of 3rd density is because you are finding your life situation quite challenging right now? 

We push ourselves to the limit so that we can cross the threshold, and we are close to that threshold when we are feeling particularly challenged!