Is STO doing things?

[Louisabell]

"Perhaps there is some confusion between different types of wanderers. There are those wanderes who come into their incarnation with a set mission (i.e. Tesla), where family structure and fate are designed in such a way to guide that entity to be successful in causing specific (sometimes radical) change. Lets call these Type A

Then there is the type of wanderer that has incarnated in a wave, essentially arriving in a more random fashion, dispersed throughout the world. The only set mission being to "lighten the load", whatever that means. Say these are Type B.

I think it's easy for Type B to look upon Type A and almost feel inadequate. Type A seem to hit the ground running while Type B are left feeling a lack of direction or purpose. Their innate desire to serve, combined with the confusion of a very open-ended mission, results in the typical restless feeling felt by most here. Add to that the common trauma experienced of coming into the world with a much higher standard of what it is to be loved and accepted, and those around us not being able to see or return such a love, it is easy to see that compassion is in order for all souls involved."

Stop it. This bullshit notion that all you have to do is just sit around and feel good is a bunch of crap. And who says you're a wanderer? Have you pierced the veil enough to know? And even if you have, does that mean you know if everyone else here asking this kind of s*** is?

Sitting around and feeling good is not gonna make you happy and it's not gonna help you heal your trauma and it's not gonna be cponducive to self love and therefor, love of other self. That's bullshit.

Even if your primary mission is to raise the vibration of the planet by being on it or whatever crap, that doesn't mean your only mission is to just sit around feeling good.

And that'
s NOT gonna raise your vibration either, so even THEN you're not doing your mission right.

STOP IT.

Stop this nonsense that sitting around and doing nothing is in and of itself positive work. It's not. That's just an excuse to not change. And if you're gonna sit around, fine. That's cool with me, but I'm calling bullshit on this notion that doing so is positive work, that when one does it that it's because they're a wanderer, that it is one's mission to just sit around and not do anything, or some bullshit like that. If you're gonna sit on your ass all day, just own the fact that that's what you're doing and stop pretending you're actually being of service to anybody outside of yourself by doing it. It's really just the bullshit here that's getting my goat. Sitting around all day? Fine. But don't lie and say you're doing anybody outside of yourself some great service by not doing anything, just because you don't want to take the responsibility of changing. That is of NO service to ANYONE, yourself included.

Just be real: If you're sitting around all day, you are not doing s*** for anybody. Why? I dunno. Maybe because you're scared, confused, whatever. Okay fine, but that doesn't mean you're doing some act of service to others by trying to stay comfortable and avoid scary change because you're scared. IF that's what you're doing, just admit it. Don't pretend you're doing some act of service. You're not. You're serving yourself, but not even doing that strategically. It is what it is. It is not bad to cultivate patience with oneself about it. However, bullshitting about it will only make your own life worse if you do that s***. Might as well just be honest with oneself about it instead. Just own up to it. If you own up to it, that might even be the first step towards CHANGING it and healing yourself! THEN you will actually be DOING something for yourself and others.


And as for this notion of "I am doing the world my good service by sitting around and postulating on an internet forum" bullshit, please.

No you ain't. Let's just be real here. Most likely, you're telling yourself that sitting on your ass typing s*** up is your great service because IT IS EASY and it DOESN'T REQUIRE YOU TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY OR CHANGE.

And I'm not gonna judge for that, but I'm not gonna pretend that it aint what it is. I'm not gonna pretend sitting on your ass and doing what is easy and comfortable and does not require personal responsibility or change just because it is within your comfort zone and doesn't threaten you is some serious act of service to the world.

It's not. It's just refusal of the call to adventure, because you're afraid to leave your comfort zone. That's fine, but ADMIT IT.

You read a lot into what I said. You also changed my idea of "contributing thoughts to an online community" as just "sitting around". Why? Who are you yelling at? Where am I? Do you see me? Do you know me? Do you want to know me?

Who should I be? Who do you want me to be, shall we discuss it? I like to do my service in just 15 minutes per day in the comfort of my own home. I'm a sucker for efficiency. Then I will enjoy all the self-congratulatory self-praise I indulgently bestow upon myself. If you must know, my wanderer certificate came in the mail.

Hello laziness, thankyou for telling me that wasting time is not time wasted. Sorry you've been so misunderstood and misaligned.