05-06-2020, 09:23 AM
I'm likely seeing my own displeasure mirrored back which I accept since I'm still working on improving aspects of myself but I'm curious if anyone kinda feels the same way. I'm working on changing my perception from that of frustration or even anger to simply accepting that they are confused or liken it to the old christ saying, "forgive them father for they know not what they do". While doing so, I'm also attempting to see them more in the macrocosmic sense that I love them for being the infinite spirits that they are. Yet on a microcosmic level, I don't necessarily like them. Maybe it's my antisocial tendencies shining through, I don't know.
Yet when writing all of that, I still see the seperation that continues to pop up in every thread that I write here which, thinking back, has been the case even back when I frequented these boards years ago. It seems incredibly difficult to stay in the macrosmic perception that we are all one and all the Creator when I still know that we are also an individuated portion as well. After typing that, I get this indelible feeling that by seeing them as one, it almost feels like I'm making an excuse for them being how they are. It's as if the individual portion outweighs the collective "reality" of everyone. I'm sure this is just yet another aspect of returning and retuning myself due to so many wayward years but it's definitely something that I've always struggled with.
What brings me back is reminding myself that we all have the free will to choose how to live and how to love yet the constant reminder that we are all the Creator seems to consistently fall to the wayside. I guess I have the next topic for mediation lol
Yet when writing all of that, I still see the seperation that continues to pop up in every thread that I write here which, thinking back, has been the case even back when I frequented these boards years ago. It seems incredibly difficult to stay in the macrosmic perception that we are all one and all the Creator when I still know that we are also an individuated portion as well. After typing that, I get this indelible feeling that by seeing them as one, it almost feels like I'm making an excuse for them being how they are. It's as if the individual portion outweighs the collective "reality" of everyone. I'm sure this is just yet another aspect of returning and retuning myself due to so many wayward years but it's definitely something that I've always struggled with.
What brings me back is reminding myself that we all have the free will to choose how to live and how to love yet the constant reminder that we are all the Creator seems to consistently fall to the wayside. I guess I have the next topic for mediation lol