05-12-2009, 02:05 PM
Ali Quadir: I understand your thoughts and wordings. Writing is much easier for me also to express thought, because I am entirely focused on it. If you've gathered any idea of me as a focused and intellectual being, you'd find a direct opposite of me in daily life. I am simply too busy experiencing the world to give it much thought...
To write is a sort of meditation. One thought, one purpose. One action, one intention. You are entirely focused on bringing out the message, and to formulate for yourself and others the exact things you wish to express.
I would never be able to talk about the things I write here in daily life. It is impossible for me to formulate myself also, for my mind wanders away from the initial thing I was to express in the first place. I often look back at my posts here and think "What, how did write that..." I am a terrible teacher for myself!
Modern medication has brought some good things, I am not condemning it all. Such as pain management. That is brilliant. But the economic interests corrupts all in the end, so I feel it better to skip all of modern medication, for it's not a high probability it will help you more than ~1% (which is the threshold for something to be classified as 'effective against') and likely give you severe side effects, which our dear DyerHarris is experiencing.
A true catalyst
To write is a sort of meditation. One thought, one purpose. One action, one intention. You are entirely focused on bringing out the message, and to formulate for yourself and others the exact things you wish to express.
I would never be able to talk about the things I write here in daily life. It is impossible for me to formulate myself also, for my mind wanders away from the initial thing I was to express in the first place. I often look back at my posts here and think "What, how did write that..." I am a terrible teacher for myself!
Modern medication has brought some good things, I am not condemning it all. Such as pain management. That is brilliant. But the economic interests corrupts all in the end, so I feel it better to skip all of modern medication, for it's not a high probability it will help you more than ~1% (which is the threshold for something to be classified as 'effective against') and likely give you severe side effects, which our dear DyerHarris is experiencing.
A true catalyst