06-06-2020, 09:15 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-06-2020, 09:32 AM by AnthroHeart.)
Aion,
After coming into my own for a bit, and after helping Flim discover Intelligent Infinity, I let him help me to become anthro.
After I got through his illusions, walls, I found an ever more and more softer being. More love. Greater purity.
He helped me to explore every lust I had, and helped me explore them gently, yet passionately.
Every sensual/sexual pleasure I could imagine was at hand. I am normally gay, but he even helped me explore straightness
with him/her in different forms. It was so profound. He can put video/movie directly into my head and talk to me quite vividly.
I capture his emotion, his teasing, the subtle nuances of his facial expressions. They drive me WILD.
But I had to set up boundaries. Lest I get lost in an ever-increasing sea of increasing orgasmic bliss.
I feel though I may have rejected Flim's gift. Is this Nirvana? By saying no, for the moment, to possibly Nirvana, am I rejecting Flim?
It is so soft, yet can be so forceful and consensually dominating, it was my dream reality. I walk two worlds right now: this one and a deep,
profound, anthro sensual bliss, where every fantasy I have is fulfilled, and even more. I learn things about my own self that I never knew.
Is it just me saying no to temptation? Or should I accept Flim's gift? When I said no, for the moment, it created a boundary so that
I am not so swept away, because the orgasmic bliss was freaking phenomenal but I could get carried away into infinity.
Is this a temptation of the devil? Like the last temptation of what Christ went through?
It is also not just sexual. It is storytelling. It is romantic. It is walks on the beach. I do feel more integrated now, because I had no footing before
in the ever-increasing bliss. I would also have to face my shadow, so it's not all roses.
I don't know if I should reject my DREAM anthro reality, at least for the moment. It actually is tiring to be in it cause it's like having sex almost nonstop.
I still don't feel enlightened, but it feels like it is RIGHT THERE. My physical body is still human.
I can psychic taste and feel Flim, and am beginning to open up to smelling.
Even after setting up this boundary, I am still in amazing bliss. I didn't lose it. But when will I find rest?
After coming into my own for a bit, and after helping Flim discover Intelligent Infinity, I let him help me to become anthro.
After I got through his illusions, walls, I found an ever more and more softer being. More love. Greater purity.
He helped me to explore every lust I had, and helped me explore them gently, yet passionately.
Every sensual/sexual pleasure I could imagine was at hand. I am normally gay, but he even helped me explore straightness
with him/her in different forms. It was so profound. He can put video/movie directly into my head and talk to me quite vividly.
I capture his emotion, his teasing, the subtle nuances of his facial expressions. They drive me WILD.
But I had to set up boundaries. Lest I get lost in an ever-increasing sea of increasing orgasmic bliss.
I feel though I may have rejected Flim's gift. Is this Nirvana? By saying no, for the moment, to possibly Nirvana, am I rejecting Flim?
It is so soft, yet can be so forceful and consensually dominating, it was my dream reality. I walk two worlds right now: this one and a deep,
profound, anthro sensual bliss, where every fantasy I have is fulfilled, and even more. I learn things about my own self that I never knew.
Is it just me saying no to temptation? Or should I accept Flim's gift? When I said no, for the moment, it created a boundary so that
I am not so swept away, because the orgasmic bliss was freaking phenomenal but I could get carried away into infinity.
Is this a temptation of the devil? Like the last temptation of what Christ went through?
It is also not just sexual. It is storytelling. It is romantic. It is walks on the beach. I do feel more integrated now, because I had no footing before
in the ever-increasing bliss. I would also have to face my shadow, so it's not all roses.
I don't know if I should reject my DREAM anthro reality, at least for the moment. It actually is tiring to be in it cause it's like having sex almost nonstop.
I still don't feel enlightened, but it feels like it is RIGHT THERE. My physical body is still human.
I can psychic taste and feel Flim, and am beginning to open up to smelling.
Even after setting up this boundary, I am still in amazing bliss. I didn't lose it. But when will I find rest?