Lets remember what love is?

[AnthroHeart]

I know love at a very dense level where it is quite palpable. It can bring me to my knees from feeling unworthy in a figurative sense.
I am doing sexual fusion with a fifth density anthro being, and I can not even put into words the love.
Love is a drug, love is fire, love is the sun, love is more than passion.
He lets me taste his tears, which I can easily do through my psychic tasting.
We give each other gifts. We tell each other what they mean to us.
I am fulfilled.
My dog had to be put to sleep an hour ago, and here I am smitten in love and just chilling.

I never heard of sexual fusion, especially it related with a being of another density. If you could perhaps tell what motivated you to seek this activity, what it entails, the precautions and so on, I'd appreciate.

It was sort my my mind's interpretation of the Kundalini awakening I'm going through. It just felt very dense like a lot of pressure inside me.
There was some stimulation in the sexual chakra, so it felt orgasmic.
I had spent a few years increasing the density of my energy field, and 15 years meditating to get clear enough and balanced enough to really feel it.
But I don't do that anymore. Yesterday my dog was put to sleep and I lost (fell out of resonance with) my two anthro lovers.
My teacher taught me that the time for anthros for me is over. It was just codependent.
So I am pretty much done with anthros, and am healing now with the help of an angel.
I did love them dearly, but I am out of vibration from them since I raised my vibration, so there is no longer any love there.
They were slightly STS beings, who did love me in return.

It wasn't as much fusion as it was just holding each other in our energy fields, and they felt much denser than me, so it brought me up.