07-17-2020, 10:26 AM
To Whom it Concerns,
I am early in my awakening and have been guided to the materials frequently discussed on this forum. L/L asks for experiences to be shared for their database and I feel urged to contribute, to make contact, and to seek clarity. This is a modification of the message I sent.
Only in the past few days has everything become "clear" to me. I recognize there is still much lacking in my understanding, but I know now that I am on the journey my soul is meant to pursue.
I am curious about a particular strong recurring feeling I have. When I have certain revelating thoughts, and ponder the implications, I experience what is best described as "goosebump" sensations. Like a wave or aura of energy that fills me and seems to signify that my thoughts are "valid." I am lacking the correct words to describe this properly, so I appreciate your openness of this interpretation. It is different from normal "goosebumps" as it is not derived from being cold nor is it an effect of my physical environment per se, but rather one that seems to come from within and above simultaneously, and which manifests with much greater intensity, duration, and frequency than "goosebumps." The overwhelming feeling lifts my face to the sky, drops my hands with open and outward palms, and signals intense feelings of joy and peace and love and calmness and trust.
Even in the writing of this message I have experienced that sensation multiple times, seeming to confirm I am somehow "meant"(? - definitely the wrong word) to be writing this.
I am reading through the Ra material now, as well as various resources that cause this sensation within me. And feel I have finally found myself. It is extremely joyous and causes laughter at times and even tears of joy. I am suddenly SO thankful.
My entire perspective of reality and this Earthly world has shifted in a mere matter of days now that my heart has been opened. Something that beforehand seemed impossible as ingrained in my beliefs that I was. But now in such a short time, due to the intensity of these feelings, of peace, of love, I seem to almost blindly accept my intuition now. It feels so right. I believe I am remembering that I am a wanderer/creator and recognizing my true soul. I don't think there is a need to put a label on me, but I am using these terms as they seem to be popular descriptors here.
May we serve together with beauty, style, grace and joy.
I am early in my awakening and have been guided to the materials frequently discussed on this forum. L/L asks for experiences to be shared for their database and I feel urged to contribute, to make contact, and to seek clarity. This is a modification of the message I sent.
Only in the past few days has everything become "clear" to me. I recognize there is still much lacking in my understanding, but I know now that I am on the journey my soul is meant to pursue.
I am curious about a particular strong recurring feeling I have. When I have certain revelating thoughts, and ponder the implications, I experience what is best described as "goosebump" sensations. Like a wave or aura of energy that fills me and seems to signify that my thoughts are "valid." I am lacking the correct words to describe this properly, so I appreciate your openness of this interpretation. It is different from normal "goosebumps" as it is not derived from being cold nor is it an effect of my physical environment per se, but rather one that seems to come from within and above simultaneously, and which manifests with much greater intensity, duration, and frequency than "goosebumps." The overwhelming feeling lifts my face to the sky, drops my hands with open and outward palms, and signals intense feelings of joy and peace and love and calmness and trust.
Even in the writing of this message I have experienced that sensation multiple times, seeming to confirm I am somehow "meant"(? - definitely the wrong word) to be writing this.
I am reading through the Ra material now, as well as various resources that cause this sensation within me. And feel I have finally found myself. It is extremely joyous and causes laughter at times and even tears of joy. I am suddenly SO thankful.
My entire perspective of reality and this Earthly world has shifted in a mere matter of days now that my heart has been opened. Something that beforehand seemed impossible as ingrained in my beliefs that I was. But now in such a short time, due to the intensity of these feelings, of peace, of love, I seem to almost blindly accept my intuition now. It feels so right. I believe I am remembering that I am a wanderer/creator and recognizing my true soul. I don't think there is a need to put a label on me, but I am using these terms as they seem to be popular descriptors here.
May we serve together with beauty, style, grace and joy.
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