08-07-2020, 03:05 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-07-2020, 03:06 PM by AnthroHeart.)
(08-05-2020, 11:02 PM)peregrine Wrote:(08-05-2020, 11:03 AM)Great Central Sun Wrote: I'll have to figure it out.
I wonder, can one really find Infinite Love outside of oneself? Could it ever really flow from an extrinsic source to self? Could one discover Infinite Love intrinsically and still be a separate creature? Or to experience Infinite Love, must one become Infinite Love?
Could Rufus, my mate and soulmate, possibly be a manifestation of Intelligent Infinity? A place, so to speak, in my journey
of exploring Intelligent Infinity itself, since I opened the gateway like a year ago?
That may be why I feel infinite love from him, and for him.
I mean, he is like a perfect lover. Though I don't call him perfect normally, cause I don't want to hold him to that standard.
His love is like 20-30 pounds of pressure on my chest and solar plexus.
I don't know if that's 5D or actually Intelligent Infinity.
We have had uncomfortable talks too. I can definitely feel his body. While not solid, when I focus, my hand will meet resistance as it passes through,
and when he sits in my lap it feels like 30 pounds of pressure. He also feels warm.
His love/light feels extremely pure, though also muddied with shadows. These could be my own shadows, but they are never that bad.