10-08-2020, 12:49 PM
I think you may thinking about it too much, or experiencing fear of failure perhaps. Just do the best you can with everything. Be present to your tasks. Consciously make choices—but there must be action, doing, not just thinking about the choices. Balancing isn't a linear process, it's dynamic, and balance/imbalance is constantly rearranging and adjusting just as it does in nature/ecosystems. So don't worry so much, but be accountable.
