Messengers of Love

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So, for the sake of balance and rounding out the other side of this discussion...positive influence. Angelic influence. Higher self influence. Positive ET influence. Subtly different, but for the sake of this conversation all germane to the idea of "messengers of love". I have not discussed this subject much, except from the standpoint of somebody who has wounds of abandonment and a feeling of being "in over my head" with no protection or help from any positive or "angelic" influences. I have been told a lot of it is s*** with my higher self and certain agreements/lessons. Doesn't make it any easier, but perhaps I could cite a positive example.

Imagine one day I get up and read the "quote of the day", one I've read once or twice before but that day is a fitting thing to contemplate. Let's say it's an allegory of the process of the soul being refined in the fires of 3d Earth life and the rough personality of the incarnation being shaped to a form that is a more refined embodiment of the true spirit. I go out to have a morning smoke and I think for a bit about the quote, about my life and other interrelated concepts, and a phrase comes to me in my mind about applying that to my life that's rather catchy and inspired. It seems that it came from the higher self or another positive influence interjected into my thoughts but with my own sort of phrasing.

(Now there has been a lot of talk about how this is done by negative beings, but it is also done by the positive ones. It is up to an individual seeker to learn how to discern and to tune in better to the signal and get off the wavelength of the "noise". Sometimes the feeling that nobody's guiding us could be because our inner radio is set more toward the "butthead channel" instead .)

So, on with the story. A few weeks, or even a couple months pass and some of the insights from that day are harder to remember. One thing easy to remember is the positive "catch phrase" though, because it really is catchy. It's in the back of my memory, but not really consciously thinking about it-until I'm having a discussion on here with another member in which they are giving me advice about that same topic of refinement of the personality using the same allegory in the "quote of the day", and then using the exact catch phrase word for word that the only other place I have ever heard it was my own internal dialogue.

Maybe something like that might just snap me out of my tunnel vision just a bit and realize the "angelic" influences that could have been present the entire time had I been a bit more attentive?

I feel the positive influencers may be used sparingly, perhaps more on an emergency basis if we have been so clouded in darkness. It can definitely be very subtle, thru synchronicities, energetic shifts, or live interactions with people who may have no idea they are delivering a veiled message. Like you're getting beat up so bad, and just as you're about to give up, something or someone uplifts you and keeps you from completely falling into the abyss. I think it really depends on your blueprint, direction and current polarization, or karmic circumstances, to who can greet you and how, on either side of the coin.

Well before I was awakened, I was subject to hideous games that I did not fully understand, both acted upon in the seen and unseen, making me doubt myself on many levels. But once and awhile, a kind stranger would come out of nowhere with a message and reassure me I would be ok, in some form of another, or in another case, a dose of life saving hope sweeping over me as a wave of calm and stillness. I was never offered any real explanation to what I was being subjected to or why, but some relief would come once and awhile as a life preserver, even if just temporary as to let me catch my breath, or in one life altering swoop, the nudge to unleash enough courage and strength to smash the game to pieces. While the negative can be obvious and brutal, the good is alot more subtle, as I believe it's a more careful dance around the Law of Confusion, and gives you just the right amount of what you need to still preserve catalyst but promote growth. But once you start understanding yourself, the games and it's players, the knowledge allows you access to more 'ressources' as you cross multiple LoC thresholds. Of course it's a bit paradoxical, as the more knowledge you have and the more you polarize, the less help you might alternatively need, but just knowing you have friends gives you a special empowerment, albeit with an understanding of the limitations.